Careless Heart

Silently
A pool of crimson tide
Flows through the night
A pair of very pale limbs
clutching life with enough might

A pair of watchful eyes did not see
too careless to notice
tight up, excuse of a hold up
Preoccupied no time to catch up

Silently
The brain process nothing
heart palpitations and lungs colapsing
Water forms rapidly and blurred visions
Darkness swell and overtook compassion

Silently
Something got broken
It was left in the open
Unguarded and beaten
It was bludgeoned
crushed, mushed until left none...

A single mouth compose such pretty words
Pretty words worth nothing lacks of heart
A broken heart spells hurt
Excuses, Lies and Stood me up. It hurts.

"An Old poem as well, 2nd year kot..!"

An Elegy to Allahyarham Musfirah

He was sort of a friend
Whom I know oft not
We had our brief encounter
Decided then, we remain as confidant
He was a friendly young man
Full of youth, goofy and wellknown
Everyone agreed he was our Joker
He was a thoughful prankster
I always thought him as a nuisance
Never get the urge and chance to know him better
14th November he left us all behind
A passing no one see it coming
He was taken and forever gone
A life cut short before meet its full term
I was told he was in a car accident
No one really knew what had happen
People I knew missed him
Most of all, those who were close to him
He is alive in our memories and my mind
A dear friend and a fellow student of Ben
I hope he was not in much pain
Pray God gave him atonement
I'm sure he is meant with them in Heaven
and one day we shall meet again
let us take this moment
For our young demised friend
May God bless him
To Musfirah a friend, a fellow student and a family member of BEN.
Al-Fatihah...


"I think I wrote this somwhere in my 2nd year or 3rd year at main campus. It's for a friend I know back In Matric UIA, PJ and express my sadness of his passing through this elegy. kinda amaturish but enjoy and please sedeqah al-Fatihah after finish reading this, thank you."

Behind Closed Doors

Behind every closed doors
There's light
Locked out in darkness offshore
Tugging a line with full might

Behind those masked you wore
They're characters
Hidden, open and some unsure
They're lost in tides of fear and anger

You faced hardship before ease
You lived sadly and laughed happily
They said you have to Remember
then you will find peace
Remember, He is Most Knowingly
Forsake Him and you'll be lost with no anchor.

"It's an old poem I wrote during my 3rd year in UIA. It has the same tone but gave it some "facelift"! :)"