I'm your little girl after all. I love you for who you are and thank you for being there for me. I'm a grown woman now who is searching for herself and looking for love. I tried to be independent once in a while (but we know the truth), each time I'll will run back to you without fail. No matter how hard life had been, you will and still spare a thought for me because I am your flesh and blood. Especially, when my cash is low and the pressure is high, you kinda know that I'm stuck in the slumped. You are always there to reach out, raise me up and put me back on my feet. I have to confess I hate your lectures and the bitter truth hurts but it is the truth. Life was never easy for you and you told me it won't be easy for me too. Nevertheless, you tried, Oh, how hard you tried to make it easier and better for me.
Sometime, I wish that I don't have to rely on you and make my own decisions. Sometime I feel like running back to you and hope you will take me back despite all the things I had done. Sometime, I wish I could throw tantrums all day and cry like a baby, Shout and yell at you for all the wrong reasons and for the things you didn't do. Even so, you love me the same and no less. Sometime, I wish I am the same little girl you used to put on your shoulder during national parade, the one you feed rice and fried egg, the one you pat off to sleep. I missed that same hand more when there's no one to hit me when I misbehaved or off track. The hand that taught humility, discipline and between right and wrong.
You always wondered if there's someone special in my heart. Well there are few guys in and out of my life. You want me to find love and you want me to be happy. To the point when, you told me that nothing beats education and self respect, I agree. The moment you told me love hurts and I got to know it better when I'd surrendered my heart. I wish I was the same kid who told you about those bullies. You came to school to report it to the principal and they were punished for that. Thank you. I wish you could do that to all the guys who had broke my heart.
I amaze how you always perform the best on your part of a deal, meanwhile, I am still reasoning and bargaining for an easy way out. I know you don't mind, all you want is for me to be happy. You know you won't live long so you want me to have better jobs and life so you can go in peace. I don't know if that day come I can let you go, because I know I can't. Because, I'm not that strong. I Don't know how you did it, but I can imagine how hard it was to be happy and plus, to make us happy.
Please don't leave, although, there's time I wish you were never exist. Please don't stop loving me, although there's time I shouted at you that I hate you most. I don't mean it, I really don't. Don't leave me, because there's nobody else who can love me like you. Nobody, know me best than you. I am your flesh and blood. You know me inside out. You gave me my life. You are my life. Thank you mom and dad. I am forever indebted to you.
13.8.08
10 Foods for Better Skin:
1. Avocados:
- Rich in essential oils and B-complex vitamins
- Nourish your skin, inside and out.
- Contain Niacin (vitamin B3)
- As an anti-inflammatory, soothes irritated skin and calms red, blotchy skin.
2. Mangoes:
- 80% of your daily requirements for vitamin A
- Help maintains and repairs skin cells
- Against skin premature aging.
3. Almonds:
- 150% of your daily requirements for vitamin E
- Moisturize dry skin
- Against skin damage and premature aging of facial tissue.
4. Cottage Cheese:
- Contain selenium as an essential mineral
- Form a formidable free radical-fighting antioxidant duo with.
- Plus it fights against skin cancer and DANDRUFF.
5. Acerola Cherries:
- Supply your 100% daily need for Vitamin C
- Fights skin damage and WRINKLES
- Important for collagen reproduction and structural protein in our skin!
6. Oysters:
- Not just an aphrodisiac
- Zinc contents help reproduction of Sebum
- Helps to clear up ACNE
- Helps to boost elastin (the skin’s elastic protein).
7. Baked Potatoes:
- Supplies 75% of your daily need copper
- Works best with vitamin C and zinc to produce elastin fiber that support
skin structure.
8. Mushrooms:
- Rich source of Riboflavin (Vitamin B2) and B vitamin.
- Involved in tissue maintenance and repair.
- Improved skin BLEMISHES
- Crucial for skin repair especially after sustaining Burn, Wound or
undergoing Surgery.
9. Flaxseed Oil:
- Contains Omega-3
- Hydrate the skin
- Dilute sebum and UNCLOG PORES.
10. Wheat Germ:
- Is a good source of Biotin, a B vitamin that is crucial to skin health
- Biotin helps to avoid dermatitis, characterized by itchy, scaly skin.
- Rich in essential oils and B-complex vitamins
- Nourish your skin, inside and out.
- Contain Niacin (vitamin B3)
- As an anti-inflammatory, soothes irritated skin and calms red, blotchy skin.
2. Mangoes:
- 80% of your daily requirements for vitamin A
- Help maintains and repairs skin cells
- Against skin premature aging.
3. Almonds:
- 150% of your daily requirements for vitamin E
- Moisturize dry skin
- Against skin damage and premature aging of facial tissue.
4. Cottage Cheese:
- Contain selenium as an essential mineral
- Form a formidable free radical-fighting antioxidant duo with.
- Plus it fights against skin cancer and DANDRUFF.
5. Acerola Cherries:
- Supply your 100% daily need for Vitamin C
- Fights skin damage and WRINKLES
- Important for collagen reproduction and structural protein in our skin!
6. Oysters:
- Not just an aphrodisiac
- Zinc contents help reproduction of Sebum
- Helps to clear up ACNE
- Helps to boost elastin (the skin’s elastic protein).
7. Baked Potatoes:
- Supplies 75% of your daily need copper
- Works best with vitamin C and zinc to produce elastin fiber that support
skin structure.
8. Mushrooms:
- Rich source of Riboflavin (Vitamin B2) and B vitamin.
- Involved in tissue maintenance and repair.
- Improved skin BLEMISHES
- Crucial for skin repair especially after sustaining Burn, Wound or
undergoing Surgery.
9. Flaxseed Oil:
- Contains Omega-3
- Hydrate the skin
- Dilute sebum and UNCLOG PORES.
10. Wheat Germ:
- Is a good source of Biotin, a B vitamin that is crucial to skin health
- Biotin helps to avoid dermatitis, characterized by itchy, scaly skin.
11.8.08
Your 51 Questions' Answered! HAH! In yer face!
1. What are your plans for tomorrow?
To be better than yesterday.
2. What color shirt are you wearing?
Black
3. How long is your hair?
Shoulder length
4. Last movie you watched?
21
5. Last thing you ate?
Peanut Butter Cup
6. Last thing you drank?
Lukewarm water
7. Where did you sleep last night?
On my own bed! fuh...
8. Are you happy right now?
YES
9. What did you say last?
Finally
10. Where is your phone?
A hand reach away.
11. What color are your eyes?
Dark Brown
12. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
Never been broken
13. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
Bad hygiene especially B.O.
14. What are you listening to right now?
Muse - Time Is Running Out
15. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
CASH
16. What is your Favorite Store?
Dorothy Perkins and Forever 21
17. Who makes you happiest right now?
CASH
18. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
RUM
19. When is your birthday?
17 Oct
20. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Hotlink
21. When is the last time you were in a swimming pool?
OMG! er...1 dunno how to swim, maybe somewhere around January??
22. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Guess
23. How do you feel about your hair right now?
Chic and Sleek
24. Do you have expensive Jewelery?
Nope, I'm not that materialistic XD
25. Where does most of your family live?
Surprisingly... they don't stay at one place at a time.
26. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
I have other siblings
27. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Urgh... I don't wanna go to work today
28. Do you drink beer?
No, I don't
29. Friendster or Myspace?
Facebook
30. Do you have T-Mobile?
No
31. What was your favorite subject in school?
English Language
32. Do you have any talents?
Acting and dressing up
33. Have you ever been in a wedding?
As in getting married? No, Being a part of a wedding (Bridesmaid etc.) No, Gone to wedding...yeah, a lot too
34. Did you take a nap today?
Not yet
35. Ever met someone famous?
36. Do you want to be famous one day?
Nah..
37. Are you multitasking right now?
Yes
38. Could you handle being in the army?
NO
39. Do you believe in Karma ?
Yes
40. What color are your nails right now?
natural
41. What was the highlight of your week?
Wedding make-over for a friend
42. Ever been to another continent?
Not yet
43. Ever been to Las Vegas?
Not yet
44. Have you ever been gambling?
Yes
45. When is the last time you updated your blog?
Last week
46. Have you been to New York City?
Not yet
47. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Aang The last Air Bender
48. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Snap a nude picture of myself!
49. Last time you were sick?
Last month
50. Do you like anyone right now?
Still reconsidering
51. Do you think anyone will repost this?
Probably
To be better than yesterday.
2. What color shirt are you wearing?
Black
3. How long is your hair?
Shoulder length
4. Last movie you watched?
21
5. Last thing you ate?
Peanut Butter Cup
6. Last thing you drank?
Lukewarm water
7. Where did you sleep last night?
On my own bed! fuh...
8. Are you happy right now?
YES
9. What did you say last?
Finally
10. Where is your phone?
A hand reach away.
11. What color are your eyes?
Dark Brown
12. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
Never been broken
13. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
Bad hygiene especially B.O.
14. What are you listening to right now?
Muse - Time Is Running Out
15. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
CASH
16. What is your Favorite Store?
Dorothy Perkins and Forever 21
17. Who makes you happiest right now?
CASH
18. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
RUM
19. When is your birthday?
17 Oct
20. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Hotlink
21. When is the last time you were in a swimming pool?
OMG! er...1 dunno how to swim, maybe somewhere around January??
22. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Guess
23. How do you feel about your hair right now?
Chic and Sleek
24. Do you have expensive Jewelery?
Nope, I'm not that materialistic XD
25. Where does most of your family live?
Surprisingly... they don't stay at one place at a time.
26. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
I have other siblings
27. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Urgh... I don't wanna go to work today
28. Do you drink beer?
No, I don't
29. Friendster or Myspace?
30. Do you have T-Mobile?
No
31. What was your favorite subject in school?
English Language
32. Do you have any talents?
Acting and dressing up
33. Have you ever been in a wedding?
As in getting married? No, Being a part of a wedding (Bridesmaid etc.) No, Gone to wedding...yeah, a lot too
34. Did you take a nap today?
Not yet
35. Ever met someone famous?
36. Do you want to be famous one day?
Nah..
37. Are you multitasking right now?
Yes
38. Could you handle being in the army?
NO
39. Do you believe in Karma ?
Yes
40. What color are your nails right now?
natural
41. What was the highlight of your week?
Wedding make-over for a friend
42. Ever been to another continent?
Not yet
43. Ever been to Las Vegas?
Not yet
44. Have you ever been gambling?
Yes
45. When is the last time you updated your blog?
Last week
46. Have you been to New York City?
Not yet
47. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Aang The last Air Bender
48. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Snap a nude picture of myself!
49. Last time you were sick?
Last month
50. Do you like anyone right now?
Still reconsidering
51. Do you think anyone will repost this?
Probably
4.8.08
I'm not your little girl anymore!
Its MY LIFE...I will live it the way I want! I will do whatever I want with it. You can suggest, you can tell me what to do or not to do. You can give me your opinion but it doesn't give you the power to decide for me.
What gave you the idea that I am okay with it. Why did you do that to me? First, you didn't DISCUSS it with me. Suddenly you decided to call and tell me all about it. Then, you expect me to do it. I am not stupid! I can think for myself and decide for myself. I always go to you for an opinion and decision making. Most of the time I agreed and followed your advice, because you know what is best for me. I wouldn't go to anyone else but you.
That makes you special, but that doesn't make you can rule over me. Make decisions for me, just because you know me better. Well, thank you! I really appreciate it but there's thing you overlooked. I'm an adult now! I've my own goals and dreams. I've an idea of how my live should be.
Why don't you get it? I thought you should know by now that I want to live my own world. I'd kept away for all those years, so you'd know I'm different now! Why is it so hard to understand? I'm not the little kid you can order me around anymore. The shy, naive and timid girl you used to know. I'm your child but I'm also and adult.
You used to dress me up like boys, you put me in schools that I hate and became a loner, you keep telling me that I am fat. When something bad happened you told me it was GOD's doings, He is punishing me. I don't hate you, and I do feel forever indebted to you.
I need my space, it's not my intention to keep away from you. But YOU drove me away! I have to put borders between us, so I can breathe and be myself. I'm sorry that you can't understand or won't understand. I can be like my brother and sister but I'm not them. I'm Sorry, I'm not playing this childish games anymore!
What gave you the idea that I am okay with it. Why did you do that to me? First, you didn't DISCUSS it with me. Suddenly you decided to call and tell me all about it. Then, you expect me to do it. I am not stupid! I can think for myself and decide for myself. I always go to you for an opinion and decision making. Most of the time I agreed and followed your advice, because you know what is best for me. I wouldn't go to anyone else but you.
That makes you special, but that doesn't make you can rule over me. Make decisions for me, just because you know me better. Well, thank you! I really appreciate it but there's thing you overlooked. I'm an adult now! I've my own goals and dreams. I've an idea of how my live should be.
Why don't you get it? I thought you should know by now that I want to live my own world. I'd kept away for all those years, so you'd know I'm different now! Why is it so hard to understand? I'm not the little kid you can order me around anymore. The shy, naive and timid girl you used to know. I'm your child but I'm also and adult.
You used to dress me up like boys, you put me in schools that I hate and became a loner, you keep telling me that I am fat. When something bad happened you told me it was GOD's doings, He is punishing me. I don't hate you, and I do feel forever indebted to you.
I need my space, it's not my intention to keep away from you. But YOU drove me away! I have to put borders between us, so I can breathe and be myself. I'm sorry that you can't understand or won't understand. I can be like my brother and sister but I'm not them. I'm Sorry, I'm not playing this childish games anymore!
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