27.5.08

YOU

I want to be your everything. Everything. I don't give a damn about the world other than to be your everything. Because you fucking mean everything to me.

I want to be your everything. Everything. I'll be H2O that pouring hard and wet all over you. I'll be the Sun that heats you up like a hotdog.

I want to be your everything. Everything. I'll be R34 Nissan Skyline GT-R Nür that you rode 300km/h into the horizon. I'll be that sport and you can score big time with no penalties. I'll be that kuey tiow kerang you never seem to stop eating, savoury, saucy and mouth watering.

I want to be your everything. Everything. I'll be your shirt, to dress you and undressing you. I'll be your pillow to sleep on and to cry on. I'll be your work that you can't seem to stop working on and spend most of your time with. I'll be your coffee that keeps you awake all through the night.

I want to be your everything. Everything. I'll be your heart that will keep beating even when you are dead, I'll keep beating and breathing. Because you fucking meant everything to me. Everything.

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"A guy just dumped me...shit! I hate when that happen...sigh..."

You, took my heart away
You, crushed it on mid-may

Me, what lies can I say
Me, Who dreams on by the day

Love, you feared to try
Love, it was your lie

Sorry, forgive me please
Sorry, you never loved me even the least

26.5.08

My first poem....sigh...("'~_~)

"It's my first poem...well, it rhyme badly and a bit immature...considering I was 18 at the time."

Unfulfill Dream...

It was nothing...
not worth seeking
Only pain its bring
Left me dying

The waiting
The linggering
The wanting
that he could stop the aching

Not stupid, I'm not denying
A bit selfish and hoping
I knew, he was cold
Like an iceberg from northpole

Love with him...I did
Love me back??
Is there a need to plead
from stopping this heart to bleed

slowly..I realized
It wasn't him
As the Sun faithfully rises
He was just a mere daydream...

"Life As A House"

"Life As A House" a warm hearted movie directed by Irwin Winkler, Starring Kevin Kline, Kristin Scott Thomas and Hayden Christensen. Its about family, love and a house. I like this piece from Kevin's dialogue in his dying moment with the wife played by Kirstin.

"Absolutely, there's not a doubt in my mind, though all my anger, my ego, I was always faithful in my love for you that I made you doubt it that is the biggest mistake of a life full of mistakes. The truth doesn't set us free, I can tell you I love you as many time as you can stand to hear it and all that does, the only thing is reminding us love is not enough not even close."

That is so true, I'm a sucker for this movie! sob sob..should I say more...

21.5.08

Introduction: I AM NEITHER

I'm not a poet...but I dare to say that I am. I don't know how to rhyme and I envy those who can. A friend told me once, if you can't rhyme then don't. But you can write, so write! give it colors and some emotions. Lets say, if today the world gives you a shit, then talk about shit. If today the world gives you a rainbow then talk about it. Let the world hear what you have to say, let it know how you feel even if anonymously... Don't keep things to yourself but share it and you will be surprise that there is someone out there who cares.

I'm giving it a shot, although I'm not much of a writer as well. Nevertheless, it won't hurt to try and it's free! :)