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Seriously...why did I do it?

FIFTY SHADES DARKER By E L James

"So..we left Anastasia devastated and feeling all forlorn in the last chapter...intriguing indeed..."

Title: Fifty Shades Darker (2nd Instalment of the fifty shades trilogy)
Author: E L James (A woman still!?)
Genre: Adult Romance, Sensual, Smut and Mature (too many excessive bagage to handle...)

*Spoiler alert... If I was Anastasia and I believe any women in majority would like to be spank, hit or treat roughly only to succumb into submission. Its just wrong!

In this spin off we were exposed to the root of all evil to Christian mysterious misdeamenor and the transformation is almost surreal. Logically it could happen but reality I don't think its possible but we can dream can't we. The issues were beyond redeeming if you asked me, the fall out with the ex-sub, the revelation of his past childhood and his mother. The later was quite overwhelming but love can overcome anything, if I were her..."retreat! retreat! to the hill, now!" I can't possibly handle HIM and the excessive bagages along!

However, it was not really that bad...as the main characters develop and evolves makes it a fun and heart wrming read. I like the turn over and of course you can't help feeling irritated...even disturbed.

Can't wait to read the third and final installment when there is some action and gorish moment! hehehe...(sorry for the made up verb) :D

FIFTY SHADES OF GREY BY E L James

"...reluctance is the word that I'm admiting to reading this book. Its definitely a trap...(grins widely)"

Title: Fifty Shades of Grey (1st Instalment of the fifty shades trilogy)
Author: E L James (A woman! why was I even surprised?)
Genre: Adult Romance, Sensual, Smut and Mature (not your everyday vanila romance...)

So... This is what happened when you are bored and you decided to read something by picking up books out of the shelves without referral. I thought the title was intriguing enough, oh innocent me... fifty shades of grey what can be so wrong about mono colours in many shades, right? First thing come to mind it must've been one of those emotional rollercoaster ride kinda novel and written in a certain metaphoric way that keeps you intigue. So, I thought.

Oooh...was I wrong! Dem! Dem! Dem! The first few chapters was kinda bland, slow and keeps you above waters. I manage to pass the first hurdle until chapter 3 with no expectation of particular sorts until, somebody spill the beans. A friend commented on the book and he (its a he...oh the embarassment!) commented that this-THIS book is seriously sensual, he corrected himself its moreof  a girl read rather for most guys but yeah he read it! Rest my case! He asked which chapter I'm on... I'm just starting-which not really a lie, I barely in the story development ok..so I'm still a starter! He is looking forward on my thoughts once I reached chapter 7! (A-ha! what going to happen in chapter 7?! The agony!)

On the same day, I went home and picks up the book that I had almost decide just another romance novella and succesfully arrive to chapter 7... hohoho it did gets juicier and officially I'm on strange waters. I'm not used to reading this kind of *e-hem, it was hard to put it down.

Synopsis:

Anastasia Steele is your wholesome young adult/next door girl/intelligent but has issues with self confident, which crosses path with Mr. Greek God/Mystery Man/Dangerous/Oh so filthy rich at 27, Christian Grey! (like they exist?!) What can I say? A wolf meets a rabbit, wanna eat the rabbit and like to play with his food while at it. (hehehehe). Warning, its a trilogy so there's a lot of unresolved issues and dark histories as the story develops. If you are into extra baggage and hardcore sexual stimulants you might wanna picked it up but I know I'm not doing justice to the story if I don't mention 50 shades of grey is an oddyssey of possibilities and developing a whole different than usual personal preferences.

1001 ways

Sayang

There are 1001 ways to hate you and there are 1001 ways to love you
I chose later because loving you is far more better than hating you

Sayang

The 1001 ways of loving you gets harder when there are 1001 ways to hate you
The later becomes more evident when you hurt me with your 1001 ways

Sayang

There are 1001 ways for us to be together but there are 1001 ways to separate us too
These 1001 ways keep us close and these 1001 ways keep us apart, which comes back to you

Sayang

There are 1001 reasons for me to love you and 1001 reasons for me to stay away from you
But I guess you already knew that I will always choose 1001 reasons to be with you
and you will always come up with more 1001 reasons to make me to.

Sayang, thank you and I love you too.

LOL

So I didn't get the guy that I like last year! But I'm proud enough to say I got a car I never imagined that I would have!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

New Year a New Beginning

This year opens with heartbreaks, lots of sorrow and death. I hope it will get better to compensate the tears and sadness we'd went through. I know it will get better...

The hardest thing is to let go and next is to forget.

I'm sorry...

We grow up together thats a fact. People would imagine us doing cool stuff together like any kids would do. The laughter that we shared, the tears that we shed, blood and sweat. The truth be told...the time we spent were brief and limited.
We love the same things, but our passion for the limelight is something only we could comprehend. Yes, we did live in that stage no one could understand. I understand you and we speak off the same page. It was fun.
 However, time and spaces moves us apart, away too faraway. I know you were always thinking of me and always looking for me but I was never there. I'm sorry.
Let me say it now what I can't say it last time...although its too late, but you have to know theere is nothing wrong about your passion and to love the things that you do.
You are the unique you and no one can replace you. I know I don't show it much, but you are someone that I grew up with and the memories we shared is precious enough to say you are special to me. You are a good guy and I pray that you find peace. Although, I am angry why you have to go so quickly cause life is still a long journey and theres a lot of things we'd yet to experience.
Alas, I can't challenge GOD, he works in a mysterious way and a purpose yet for us to understand. I miss you and I will always remember you. My pray for you, you'd live well and please rest in peace. Al-Fatihah...