Ini Sarah! She inspired me to doodle this! Hehehe You're cute and really foxy sometime ;D
27.7.09
Sarah dan Raksasa-raksasa Nyer!
Ini Sarah! She inspired me to doodle this! Hehehe You're cute and really foxy sometime ;D
26.7.09
I DO HAVE A PROBLEM
I have a problem. I'm eating disorderly. I binge on food. I’m too lazy for my own good and I’m a stinking woman who stayed in bed all week without showering! I am lonely, I'm not satisfied and it's unfair. It’s depressing.
I have a problem. I know some of it but can't identify the root of it all. I separate myself from misery but I ended up more unhappy. I feel dejected and unworthy. Solitary do me justice and I found peace.
I have a problem. I can't decide which is which. Should I say life chose me or I did I choose this kind of tragic mockery?
I have a problem. I am scared and lazy. I’d quit my job after two years brooding over it. Should something unexpected happen, I don't have any clue what to do. No backup plan whatsoever. Nothing. Just like another abandon old diary, hidden to be forgotten and building dust. Never written, never read and never discovered.
I have a problem and it is such a lie. I have great parents. Always there for me, guiding me to the good path, feeding me and giving me money I don't deserve and never fails. I have wonderful friends. Love to hang out, party hard with and protect me like sisters should. I have a great life. Easygoing, not much of drama, no complications and no restrictions.
I have a problem and I don't know what it is.
I have a problem. I know some of it but can't identify the root of it all. I separate myself from misery but I ended up more unhappy. I feel dejected and unworthy. Solitary do me justice and I found peace.
I have a problem. I can't decide which is which. Should I say life chose me or I did I choose this kind of tragic mockery?
I have a problem. I am scared and lazy. I’d quit my job after two years brooding over it. Should something unexpected happen, I don't have any clue what to do. No backup plan whatsoever. Nothing. Just like another abandon old diary, hidden to be forgotten and building dust. Never written, never read and never discovered.
I have a problem and it is such a lie. I have great parents. Always there for me, guiding me to the good path, feeding me and giving me money I don't deserve and never fails. I have wonderful friends. Love to hang out, party hard with and protect me like sisters should. I have a great life. Easygoing, not much of drama, no complications and no restrictions.
I have a problem and I don't know what it is.
I SEE YOU
Looking at you looking at me..
Were you looking at me?
Looking deep, tentatively and slowly drifting off
try to reach out but further away you stray
Snap out of it! Notice me!
You and your Short spiky hair...
White shirt with blue tie
eyes of Silvery hue just like the sky...
In 25 minutes seeing you than to loose you..
25 minutes and you haven't notice.
I notice you and you didn't know this.
Six Sickening Months
6 Months
I'm Incomplete still
Tears and daze
Waiting still...
puzzled and stuck..you never come to realize
6 Months and not once...
Tears and daze
You never seem to complete me still
in 6 sickening Months
21.7.09
Initially..we are losers who are trying not to be a loser.
Initially I want to share everything that is going on in my life with you. I want to tell you every dirty detail. I want you to laugh with me, to cry with me even to be angry at me but most of all to know me. To know me better, a little bit better than from what you already knew. Yes! I can't stop. I ask a lot of questions because I want to know you. I want to be able to connect with you. Thus, trust you. I want to feel how you feel. I want to understand your anger and what bugs you. Most importantly, I want to be there for you.
You know I hate it when we are not talking much. I hate it when we SMS. I hate it when we meet it is only for a short while. I hate it when you just disappear. I hate it when you are so caught up in your work. You Are Tired. You Are Stressed Out. Time out! TLC? Should I take a rein check? Ok, stepping back! Slowly...
It's a fact I always feel sick when no one love me. I feel stupid When I’m not doing anything great. I feel used when I make people use me. Enough! I know I’m multi-talented but know this it's bunch of useless talents. I multitask and know this it’s degrading. I am people friendly and know this it’s annoying. I’m nice, too nice and know this it is disgusting. I inspire, I do? and know this I intend it to happen. Is it happening? No? Sigh...
I always thought that maybe, just maybe it would be a little bit different if I were a pretty young thing. Just maybe, I was right. I will never be your first choice but its better than none. You know I am a great person right? I am a great person. It irks you when I do this, right? This heart 'It' is always an issue and we avoid 'it' like a disease. You know, I want to say ‘it’ to you but I know I cannot because I know the feeling is not mutual and I’ll be more heart broken if I did. I guess I won’t be saying ‘it’.
We have no trouble talking physical. Yes I do want to get physical with you. I want to touch you places that gives you pleasure. I want to lie in bed with you all day long and let you explore to your heart content. I want to kiss you slowly in the rain, I want to stare deep into your eyes and swim! I want to make love to you again and again. Babe! You're the mouth and I'm the word all you have to do is say it! I’ll be on top if you asked me to. I’ll bend any way you want me to. I’ll go down as low as I can if you will do it too. You don’t have to tie me or cuff me because I’m not going anywhere. I understand the gesture but know this I’m on it if we are doing this together and I want it forever.
Initially, I want to wait for you but obviously you don’t want me to. I’m too hung up over you and I hate for letting myself so into you. I can’t fight the law of attraction love, opposite attracts. Should this suffocate you? Know this I'm in Hell too? I sound like a maniac (laugh). I don’t know why I’m so drawn to you. Do you have a clue? Babe! You’re not a loser! So am I! We are not losers, no we are not. To begin with and to end it I don’t want to lose you and you’re losing nothing.
You know I hate it when we are not talking much. I hate it when we SMS. I hate it when we meet it is only for a short while. I hate it when you just disappear. I hate it when you are so caught up in your work. You Are Tired. You Are Stressed Out. Time out! TLC? Should I take a rein check? Ok, stepping back! Slowly...
It's a fact I always feel sick when no one love me. I feel stupid When I’m not doing anything great. I feel used when I make people use me. Enough! I know I’m multi-talented but know this it's bunch of useless talents. I multitask and know this it’s degrading. I am people friendly and know this it’s annoying. I’m nice, too nice and know this it is disgusting. I inspire, I do? and know this I intend it to happen. Is it happening? No? Sigh...
I always thought that maybe, just maybe it would be a little bit different if I were a pretty young thing. Just maybe, I was right. I will never be your first choice but its better than none. You know I am a great person right? I am a great person. It irks you when I do this, right? This heart 'It' is always an issue and we avoid 'it' like a disease. You know, I want to say ‘it’ to you but I know I cannot because I know the feeling is not mutual and I’ll be more heart broken if I did. I guess I won’t be saying ‘it’.
We have no trouble talking physical. Yes I do want to get physical with you. I want to touch you places that gives you pleasure. I want to lie in bed with you all day long and let you explore to your heart content. I want to kiss you slowly in the rain, I want to stare deep into your eyes and swim! I want to make love to you again and again. Babe! You're the mouth and I'm the word all you have to do is say it! I’ll be on top if you asked me to. I’ll bend any way you want me to. I’ll go down as low as I can if you will do it too. You don’t have to tie me or cuff me because I’m not going anywhere. I understand the gesture but know this I’m on it if we are doing this together and I want it forever.
Initially, I want to wait for you but obviously you don’t want me to. I’m too hung up over you and I hate for letting myself so into you. I can’t fight the law of attraction love, opposite attracts. Should this suffocate you? Know this I'm in Hell too? I sound like a maniac (laugh). I don’t know why I’m so drawn to you. Do you have a clue? Babe! You’re not a loser! So am I! We are not losers, no we are not. To begin with and to end it I don’t want to lose you and you’re losing nothing.
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10.7.09
HE IS NOT THAT INTO YOU!
1. If he didn't call you.
2. If he doesn't want to go out with you.
3. If he doesn't want you to meet his friends or family.
4. If he doesn't want to marry you.
5. If he told you he just wanna be a friend!
6. If he told you he is not ready!
7. If he told you he is BUSY!
8. If he told you he just ended a bad relationship!
9. If he keeps talking about his ex-girlfriend!
10. If he keeps talking about his CAR!
You're not into him:
1. If you called him only when you're bored.
2. If he asked you out and you keep giving excuses.
3. You only go out with him to places your friends never go to.
4. You keep introducing him as a friend.
5. You deleted him from your YM, Facebook list and so on..
6. You don't pay attention to anything he said.
7. You keep checking sms from your girlfriends.
8. When you're out with him you hide when you saw a friend.
9. The thought of kissing him gross you out.
10. You always feel sick after talking or gone out with him.
9.7.09
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