Won Me Over

I want to shift
But my mind is centered
The door is in front of me
I stood still, petrified, cold feet
I was screaming, so I thought
I was not, my mouth is tight, shut
I see the lights
I bit back cause I can't feel it
I can see the path
But I ran away, the opposite way
I can sense your touch
But I hunger for something greater
you were always there waiting
I'm always there pushing
You want me
I hated you
You want me
I needed you
You want me
I guess I wanted you to
You still want me.